Aug 18, 2005 03:34
One of my friends is deceiving another friend, and I have to break it to the friend soon that this is going on. I'm going to loose both of them in the end.
The friend that is wearing the mask is having a lot of fun. The friend that doesn't know the truth is having fun, when they shouldn't be. They both are going to hate me for this. I let this get too far. I shouldn't have gone through with it since day 1!
The friend wearing the mask is basically telling me that they like the other friend more than they like me. The other friend makes the mask-wearer happy, and I didn't do that I guess. I sacrificed more than I would for anyone else, and it just wasn't good enough. I was used, and basically left to rot. I tried talking to Susan, but she closed the door like she always does, which makes things worse. I know she doesn't know how to handle those kinds of situations, but I'm near the cliff, and she's just blowing at me when she blocks me out like that.