Sep 01, 2005 20:47
So this week has taken a while to get through. It is now Thursday night and it feels like it should be Saturday already! I had lots and lots of classes and homework this week and yet I still have one more day. I am still trying to get through this weeks worth of homework and more will just be piled on as the semester goes on. I am just tired of being in the dorm. I am not used to dorm life yet...and I don't know that I will get used to dorm life. I am not looking forward to my class load this semester, I know I am going to die!!
Derek came to visit me this week!! That was by far the best part of my week!! I really missed him and now I have to wait until Saturday to see him again. I have been trying to call him all night and his dumb phone isn't working so I can't get a hold of him. :-( I really miss him and I need his reassurance that I am making the right choice in staying here at Ashland. I know that I need to finish my education but I just don't know if I can take it...I feel really bogged down and really stressed and really tense already...I just don't know how things are going to go and that concerns me. But atleast I got to see Derek and I get to see him again Saturday night.
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