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I am in a terribly foul mood this morning. I may actually rip someone's face off that crosses me. I was nearly hit by some old hag in my work parking lot who was here to shoot a short film. This dishoveled seahag had pens falling everywhere and looked like a hot mess. It was easy to see how she could be such a careless driver -- she is very careless about her whole person. I've seen my share of hags, but this woman was the queen of them all.
I'm still suffering with this damned cold, and I hate it. I hate being able to breate out of one nostril while the other one is stuffed up and then starts dripping. It's like an ice cream that stays in the heat too long. It is intolerable. Oooh, I hate things not tasting right, too. I've noticed myself grabbing the salt a little more.
I have a 4 day weekend. I'm off on Monday and Tuesday. Tomorrow, I may hit up record exchange and rummage through dollar CD bins. I may also work on new music tomorrow, too. I have to finish up my new song. After that is completed, I will have 3 completed tracks for the new CD, which I have no title for yet. I am also considering making a 10 to 12 track compilation CD of some DJ Blackwidow songs and releasing it under the Kirk McKenna name on Jamendo to get things warmed up. If/when the CD is released (I promise the tracklisting will be different from previous CDs) I will post here. If anyone is indeed listening, or even cares. Right now, I am enjoying the musical process. It's not as fun as it once was, but I feel more focused and sure of myself. It's as if I am hearing things in my head that I want to express and sometimes I get frustrated at the difficulty of it. Still, when I manage to get it down, even a little, it is very satisfying.
Schmed will be going back to Michigan on April 4, and I have mixed feelings about it. First of all, he needs to go back so he can see just how bad it was, and that he romanticized the entire relationship. Secondly, with him gone, my home life will become a lot quieter and more introspective. That is good for now. I'm tired of having to share things with my brother all the time. Things like my computer, my iPod, the TV I use, the choices in Netflix, etc. All of these things are mine and I'm glad to share with him, but at the same time, it will be nice to be able to do what I want, when I want. Thirdly, with him gone, my parents will start to get back to normal. I feel as if my brother causes so much unneeded drama in the household. My mother complains about things constantly, and with him gone, it will go back to normal. I am so looking forward to that.
I am at work right now, and it has been so busy. I am so sick of hearing customers bitch and complain. I am tired of hearing, "Well, what are you going to do for me?" That question pisses me off more than any other.
I'm still suffering with this damned cold, and I hate it. I hate being able to breate out of one nostril while the other one is stuffed up and then starts dripping. It's like an ice cream that stays in the heat too long. It is intolerable. Oooh, I hate things not tasting right, too. I've noticed myself grabbing the salt a little more.
I have a 4 day weekend. I'm off on Monday and Tuesday. Tomorrow, I may hit up record exchange and rummage through dollar CD bins. I may also work on new music tomorrow, too. I have to finish up my new song. After that is completed, I will have 3 completed tracks for the new CD, which I have no title for yet. I am also considering making a 10 to 12 track compilation CD of some DJ Blackwidow songs and releasing it under the Kirk McKenna name on Jamendo to get things warmed up. If/when the CD is released (I promise the tracklisting will be different from previous CDs) I will post here. If anyone is indeed listening, or even cares. Right now, I am enjoying the musical process. It's not as fun as it once was, but I feel more focused and sure of myself. It's as if I am hearing things in my head that I want to express and sometimes I get frustrated at the difficulty of it. Still, when I manage to get it down, even a little, it is very satisfying.
Schmed will be going back to Michigan on April 4, and I have mixed feelings about it. First of all, he needs to go back so he can see just how bad it was, and that he romanticized the entire relationship. Secondly, with him gone, my home life will become a lot quieter and more introspective. That is good for now. I'm tired of having to share things with my brother all the time. Things like my computer, my iPod, the TV I use, the choices in Netflix, etc. All of these things are mine and I'm glad to share with him, but at the same time, it will be nice to be able to do what I want, when I want. Thirdly, with him gone, my parents will start to get back to normal. I feel as if my brother causes so much unneeded drama in the household. My mother complains about things constantly, and with him gone, it will go back to normal. I am so looking forward to that.
I am at work right now, and it has been so busy. I am so sick of hearing customers bitch and complain. I am tired of hearing, "Well, what are you going to do for me?" That question pisses me off more than any other.