13 Toy Soldiers [Voice: Japanese]

Mar 06, 2010 16:21

[The post starts out with a loud clatter as the communicator hits the floor - this frequency tends to have a lot of these, doesn't it? But this time it's not followed up by more sounds of destruction...not yet, anyway. After a long minute of silence she finally speaks, just a tense whisper.]

Of course. I knew it, of course. I always knew. This was ( Read more... )

just a brat, haet my lif, haet discedo, where are my toys, the other f word, brb breaking furniture, broken things, if you love something don't let it go, i had a friend, crazy to begin with, bitchbitchbitch, the only thing i like, these tags cannot contain my angst, hang them all, sob sob angst, people suck, makaaaaa, temper tantrum is go, why do i bother, you said you'd stay, what is hope, love is a lie, fuck this shit

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likelightfire March 7 2010, 00:49:04 UTC
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What is wrong...?

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blacksheepgirl March 7 2010, 00:51:46 UTC
What do you think?

[Sorry, she's gonna be kind of a bitch right now. Well, she's always kind of a bitch, but...]

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likelightfire March 7 2010, 01:20:13 UTC
Did someone...

Leave?

[No worries! Hikaru won't give up~]

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blacksheepgirl March 7 2010, 02:45:54 UTC
They took her.

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likelightfire March 7 2010, 04:46:48 UTC
Who.. Was it?

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blacksheepgirl March 7 2010, 05:29:58 UTC
[She starts to yell again, to tell her to mind her own business, but instead, hesitates for a moment.]

My...friend. [It sounds forced, like the word is literally difficult to say.]

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likelightfire March 8 2010, 02:35:17 UTC
[Hikaru takes no notice.]

I see..

[..]

But if you think of it this way -- she must have returned to her own world, right? Wouldn't it be better for her to go back then to be stuck here?

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1/2 oh boy here comes the crazy train blacksheepgirl March 8 2010, 03:19:55 UTC
[A pause; when she speaks, it sounds even more strained. Frantic. And she laughs.]

Yes...back to her world. Safe at home...far from this filth. Far...from me. So should I be glad? Should I be grateful?!

[Her voice turns cold again.] She was supposed to stay. She wasn't supposed to leave me! She was my...my friend.

She was supposed to be my friend!

[There's a sudden bang as she slams her fist against the wall.]

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blacksheepgirl March 8 2010, 03:20:10 UTC
I thought...we could be friends...my very...first...

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[1/2] oh boy indeed haha likelightfire March 8 2010, 03:50:02 UTC
She still is! Even if she's not here right now, that doesn't change the fact that you're not friends.

[..]

I.. People told me that I've been here before, but I don't remember it. Umi, she has been here, and has seen me go. We're still friends now even though I left. Leaving doesn't change anything.

I know Umi was sad that I left before. Anyone would be if their friend left, but I think it's even more heartbreaking to see your friend come back again, when they could be home, safe and sound..

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[2/2] likelightfire March 8 2010, 03:50:34 UTC
I could be your friend too, you know.

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blacksheepgirl March 8 2010, 04:08:49 UTC
But you returned. What if she does not? She could have been safe here as well. She liked it here.

You don't even know me. You don't know anything.

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late reply is late orz.. sorry sjdngjsd ;; likelightfire March 10 2010, 23:07:11 UTC
Fuu.. Was here before. She left, and she's not back.

I could always get to know you. You aren't friends with everyone right at first right? But once you start getting to know each other you become friends.

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is no problem~ blacksheepgirl March 10 2010, 23:55:35 UTC
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You won't...want that. You would not want...to be my friend.

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:D~ likelightfire March 11 2010, 00:48:36 UTC
Why not? I think we could be friends!

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blacksheepgirl March 11 2010, 00:57:54 UTC
[Because no one ever wanted to be around her before she came to this place. Because she's not a good person. Because she shouldn't have been born.]

Could you be friends with someone...even if they did something bad? You would leave them if they did. You'd hate them, wouldn't you?

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