Mar 06, 2010 16:21
[The post starts out with a loud clatter as the communicator hits the floor - this frequency tends to have a lot of these, doesn't it? But this time it's not followed up by more sounds of destruction...not yet, anyway. After a long minute of silence she finally speaks, just a tense whisper.]
Of course. I knew it, of course. I always knew. This was...expected...
[Is she speaking to the communicator or herself? Does she even know the device is on? It's not clear. She continues, her voice rising, becoming more strained.]
It's still...worthless...this whole world is worthless. Dirty and disgusting as every other land...as wretched a life as anywhere.
I...had thought...just a little bit. Just once...I...
[CRASH. And here it comes, the destructive tantrum, slipping from her carefully crafted mask of apathy. Well, she was never good at keeping it up to begin with. This place only ever made it worse...and now she's cracking.]
How long am I supposed to tolerate this?! It isn't fair! This game isn't fair...I never asked to be played with!
Bring her back!
just a brat,
haet my lif,
haet discedo,
where are my toys,
the other f word,
brb breaking furniture,
broken things,
if you love something don't let it go,
i had a friend,
crazy to begin with,
bitchbitchbitch,
the only thing i like,
these tags cannot contain my angst,
hang them all,
sob sob angst,
people suck,
makaaaaa,
temper tantrum is go,
why do i bother,
you said you'd stay,
what is hope,
love is a lie,
fuck this shit