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so, today has been ok for the most part. i woke up with a fever again. and it was up and down all day. i cant breathe out of my nose at all, and if i take dayquil or nyquil, only one nostril get unplugged. i went through 3 boxes of tissues in the last 2 days. amanda got dismissed from school to go to her orthodontist. she got out of her appointment early enough to drop by my house and visit me. sky, rockets in flight *BEEEEEEEOOOOOWWWW* afternoon delight. anyway, i had her wait on my hand and foot for about an hour, then she went back to school. im gonna go to the doctor tomorow because i think i have strep throat, or a sinus infection, or both! i is gonna go to bed now, but before i do. ive got the bad news to share with you all.
my much beloved dog, comet bubba slavin has fallen ill. as of yesterday, he was diagnosed with cancer. i think most if not all of my friends liked him, but not nearly as much as me. hes the only "person" i know of that could always cheer me up without trying. i hope that he pulls through with some sort of miracle, but its not likely. i dont know what ill do without him around. i feel like ive taken his presence for granted these last few years. not realizing until now that he is still a living creature that has emotions, that may not be as complex as mine, but every bit as important none the less. im gonna spend whatever time he has left with him as something i actualy care about. because i do, but i had just forgotten why until now. sure this all seems a bit lame because hes not a human, and its not like he changed my life or anything, but im attacted to him. i grew up with him. and he grew up with me. when hes gone im gonna feel kinda like a big part of my life is missing. because hes been there for as long as i can remember. i knew this day was going to come, but i didnt think it would be so soon.
my much beloved dog, comet bubba slavin has fallen ill. as of yesterday, he was diagnosed with cancer. i think most if not all of my friends liked him, but not nearly as much as me. hes the only "person" i know of that could always cheer me up without trying. i hope that he pulls through with some sort of miracle, but its not likely. i dont know what ill do without him around. i feel like ive taken his presence for granted these last few years. not realizing until now that he is still a living creature that has emotions, that may not be as complex as mine, but every bit as important none the less. im gonna spend whatever time he has left with him as something i actualy care about. because i do, but i had just forgotten why until now. sure this all seems a bit lame because hes not a human, and its not like he changed my life or anything, but im attacted to him. i grew up with him. and he grew up with me. when hes gone im gonna feel kinda like a big part of my life is missing. because hes been there for as long as i can remember. i knew this day was going to come, but i didnt think it would be so soon.