Sickening.

[blackrozes]

All right - this is getting highly annoying. I just got over being sick last week, and now I'm sick AGAIN. This is the second time in one month. I was sick in September, October, November, really badly in december, a few weeks ago in January, and now AGAIN. I'm so tired of being sick! It's so frustrating that my body will not do what I want it to do - I want it to go run around and go play drums and go out with its friends but NO it has to shut down every two weeks and make my life miserable more difficult and give me so much more stress - I want to give a thousand percent to this musical, but I end up coughing and wheezing because my stupid body won't cooperate! Ahhhh! It's going to get better ...because I said so..."BODY GET BETTER NOW NOW NOW!!!" :) see it's working already. Yes, I say that as I am coughing up a lung. Ah. Time to go make some damn pancakes. Love you lost guys xoxo
love always
Helaaaanaaaaa