pull on my hand and say, please just let's make it this way.
this weekend started out being overwhelming.
but maybe i needed a little break from the usual
our friends, our typical meeting places,
our unsatisfied taste for new sources of inebriation.
isla vista, basically.
im getting better at not being socially retarded.
i enjoyed meeting new people, completely unconnected
to the webs and crossed lines im begining to feel strangled by.
---
& im nervous to be honest.
(and whats the point of being anything else..?)
but its good... refreshing.
i just want something of quality.
but maybe i needed a little break from the usual
our friends, our typical meeting places,
our unsatisfied taste for new sources of inebriation.
isla vista, basically.
im getting better at not being socially retarded.
i enjoyed meeting new people, completely unconnected
to the webs and crossed lines im begining to feel strangled by.
---
& im nervous to be honest.
(and whats the point of being anything else..?)
but its good... refreshing.
i just want something of quality.