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Lately, I've kinda been just spending time by myself away from people period.
I am not sure why, possibly getting ready for school where i'll be surrounded with friends again. However, im kinda nervous about going back. The fact of the matter is i've made so many mistakes, im somewhat afraid of making them again. I blew off almost all my friends, I did other things that i know make me look bad as a person. Although, i've clean up tremendously, im afraid of falling back into that trap i once had myself in. I've learned that my biggest downfall with god is stress. I do not react well to stress at all. I've been praying and reading about it, but still it's there. I have tried to channel my anger and stress. But more remains, and i know it's not good nor is it healthy. But reading the bible seems to help alot. Well im going to bed.
later
I am not sure why, possibly getting ready for school where i'll be surrounded with friends again. However, im kinda nervous about going back. The fact of the matter is i've made so many mistakes, im somewhat afraid of making them again. I blew off almost all my friends, I did other things that i know make me look bad as a person. Although, i've clean up tremendously, im afraid of falling back into that trap i once had myself in. I've learned that my biggest downfall with god is stress. I do not react well to stress at all. I've been praying and reading about it, but still it's there. I have tried to channel my anger and stress. But more remains, and i know it's not good nor is it healthy. But reading the bible seems to help alot. Well im going to bed.
later