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i actually have lately been getting fed up with alot of things i have to put up with. It bothers me that i have to be the ref when my mother and her new husband fight over the stupidest things. I act more mature than they do which sucks to be frank. Then so many people i work with are just rude people, and it bothers me i ask "how are you doing", and they don't respond. Im starting to really dislike my job as each day goes on. It has become to me a hassel and a stress builder to go into work and do all the nasty gross things nobody else will do. My new step brother is a little jerk, honestly he is the most nosy kid i have ever met in all of my exisitance. My mother is a drunk as well as a lair, that bothers me. I can now see why her and my dad split because she is doing the same thing to my step father as she did to my real father.
Good news though, me and my father have put some patches in our relationship. We talk weekly and it is nice to know that we are starting to have a relationship again. I am excitied about going back to MACU, although, i am not really that thrilled about all the jokes and puns about the whole young lazy thing i shall be hearing. But i made that bed i might as well sleep in it.
Work sucks the most of all, besides Florida itself. Everyday i go into work it feels as if a small piece of me dies. Most of the customer tonight were rude, i hate that some are nice people. Most of them are stuck up, rich, snobby people. As well as the kids that work there to. I just want to hide in a dark room until the world ends, then go hang with jesus.
I think my grammar sucks, hopefully it is getting better. I never really learned how to write a paper. But then again i was taught either. Arkansas public school's are a joke too.
Sometimes i wonder why we pay all these taxes for schools, police force, roads, and other things; but we are the fatest dumbest nation in the world.
For some reason that really bothers me.
I've been reading the newspaper everyday at work which always makes me laugh, there's never anything good in the news anymore. I think people should be more focused on what is going on in washington. You'd be surprised how so many people do not care what our government is doing. Anyway, thats enough ranting from me ya'll have a good one
Good news though, me and my father have put some patches in our relationship. We talk weekly and it is nice to know that we are starting to have a relationship again. I am excitied about going back to MACU, although, i am not really that thrilled about all the jokes and puns about the whole young lazy thing i shall be hearing. But i made that bed i might as well sleep in it.
Work sucks the most of all, besides Florida itself. Everyday i go into work it feels as if a small piece of me dies. Most of the customer tonight were rude, i hate that some are nice people. Most of them are stuck up, rich, snobby people. As well as the kids that work there to. I just want to hide in a dark room until the world ends, then go hang with jesus.
I think my grammar sucks, hopefully it is getting better. I never really learned how to write a paper. But then again i was taught either. Arkansas public school's are a joke too.
Sometimes i wonder why we pay all these taxes for schools, police force, roads, and other things; but we are the fatest dumbest nation in the world.
For some reason that really bothers me.
I've been reading the newspaper everyday at work which always makes me laugh, there's never anything good in the news anymore. I think people should be more focused on what is going on in washington. You'd be surprised how so many people do not care what our government is doing. Anyway, thats enough ranting from me ya'll have a good one