May 26, 2009 10:59
For one, I think I'm gonna start locking some entries as friends only. I had a reason but I forgot it. dang.
For two. I fee lonely and I think I'm attempting to seek attention. I dunno if its a good thing or not. -shrug- I don't even know if I'd even tell anyone I could talk to whats going on in my mind. Thing is, I'm not really sure what's going on. I'm just really confused, sad and I wanna sleep it off.
But as I've learned, sleeping it off doesn't do anything for the problem at hand. Niether does cleaning, crocheting, drawing or whatever. But how am I supposed to tackle a problem if I don't know what it is? This summer is kinda becoming a disappointment. I had such great ideas and such and everything's kinda just going rotten. Although things aren't going as planned, its only been a month. I have two more. I'll try to make the best of it.