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[blackpillow]

hey... hum.. where to begin... Well I guess stephen and I are still good friends. He will talk to me though sometimess I think its beacuase I am so sad but well see what happends later. He is being so nice about it. I am so sorry for taking this out on people. Its no ones fault but mine oh well.

Getting on with my misrable life, I went to some production at cantebury. It was "my fiar lady". One of my good friends was managing it so I went to go see how it was going. It was really long but really good. I didnt get much sleep though. The only way I fell asleep is after crying, since I had not much off a chance to any time eles and they where hurting my brain. So I cried myself to sleep and now I am wrinting in life journal, cuz my stupid mother woke me up when It only takes me like 10 mins to get ready, since I had a shower last night. Hum.... I am sooo bored.... I have nothing to think about... or look forward too. So... Life is kinda pointless and boring right now. Key word rightnow... it shall change soon I will make it change... now... What shall I do. Mabye I'll take up something to like... put my anger aside... bye
~Ari- diciding what to do with her life