And with every star I could find a reason I''ve been wrong...
So things have been great... I can't ask for much more.
I know I haven't updated this in forever, maybe it's just because I don't care too much about letting everyone know what's going on. But there are times that I get thoughts in my head and need to type them out. I've been in a very not-wanting-to-type-it-all-out kind of phaze though.
I got home from Boston about 20-25 minutes ago... I just sat on the hood of my car starring up at the sky and counting stars and stuff. I thought about every line ever written about spelling names out, mistakes, and any other line someone's thrown out there about love, broken hearts and everything else. I thought about every little thing I've blamed on a girl and how it's never my fault. It's always someone elses. I sat there thinking about what goes through other peoples heads. I don't know. Then I started thinking about moving and such. I've always been the laziest kid and everyone knows that. But it's time to change things. I've started and I want to keep going. To this day I've been waking up for work everyday and going, working 8 hours, comming home and hanging out with the people that matter to me. I've balanced a band, friends and work. Sometimes girls. But that's something never well balanced. Anyways... My mom has always explained to me that there's a healthy schedual that everyone needs... You need to work and then have your play. And I'm doing that well...
This may seem lame or something but it's just all pouring into my head.
Lately over-thinking things is all I seem to do. I have no reason why. I sit back and think about certain things I've had, and things I've thrown away.
I keep telling myself someday I'll get it right... I know I will.
This isn't me being depressed or sad, it's just sorting out my thoughts on paper (or rich-text whatever you want to call it).
I'm still not sure where I am going with this.
I love College so far. Like I really do, I never thought I'd say I love school but I do. I've met so many people and I've actually learned a lot. I can see myself doing this. Possubly pulling great grades too, we'll see.
Blah blah blah and yadda yadda yadda... There's something for people to read for awhile I guess until I get another urge to put something down...
Lades.
I know I haven't updated this in forever, maybe it's just because I don't care too much about letting everyone know what's going on. But there are times that I get thoughts in my head and need to type them out. I've been in a very not-wanting-to-type-it-all-out kind of phaze though.
I got home from Boston about 20-25 minutes ago... I just sat on the hood of my car starring up at the sky and counting stars and stuff. I thought about every line ever written about spelling names out, mistakes, and any other line someone's thrown out there about love, broken hearts and everything else. I thought about every little thing I've blamed on a girl and how it's never my fault. It's always someone elses. I sat there thinking about what goes through other peoples heads. I don't know. Then I started thinking about moving and such. I've always been the laziest kid and everyone knows that. But it's time to change things. I've started and I want to keep going. To this day I've been waking up for work everyday and going, working 8 hours, comming home and hanging out with the people that matter to me. I've balanced a band, friends and work. Sometimes girls. But that's something never well balanced. Anyways... My mom has always explained to me that there's a healthy schedual that everyone needs... You need to work and then have your play. And I'm doing that well...
This may seem lame or something but it's just all pouring into my head.
Lately over-thinking things is all I seem to do. I have no reason why. I sit back and think about certain things I've had, and things I've thrown away.
I keep telling myself someday I'll get it right... I know I will.
This isn't me being depressed or sad, it's just sorting out my thoughts on paper (or rich-text whatever you want to call it).
I'm still not sure where I am going with this.
I love College so far. Like I really do, I never thought I'd say I love school but I do. I've met so many people and I've actually learned a lot. I can see myself doing this. Possubly pulling great grades too, we'll see.
Blah blah blah and yadda yadda yadda... There's something for people to read for awhile I guess until I get another urge to put something down...
Lades.