Sex and candy
Okay, not as much candy, but really, this post is all about SEX.
Pie and I have been together for 5.5 years. The first year was a non-stop sex-fest. The second year was a rather frequent sex-fest. Since then things cooled considerably in the sex department. That wasn't for lack of libido, it was for lack of either opportunity, energy or an abundance of relationship stress. Our relationship eventually morphed into one of tremendous tenderness and snuggling with rare bouts of passion and intimacy. It's not for lack of desire, it's the cumulative effect of day-to-day doldrums, mostly. I felt out of step with my self image for the past several years because of the lack of this in my life.
Now, in the new relationship with A&K, I'm experiencing what it's like to get my sexual needs fulfilled again. I'm being playful, passionate and sexual again in ways I've really missed. This is the fully integrated me that felt incomplete without sex.
I am a very, very sexual person in general. I have a great deal of passion that has been suppressed. Sometimes it feels like I can never truly have my own sexual needs satisfied. I never tire of it. There are endless possibilities. Even with my fairly colourful sexual history, I'm exploring new sexual ground, which just fuels the fire.
The trouble with being a highly sexual person is that there's only so much satisfaction to be had with solo sex, and the rest is dependant on there being at least one other person, which isn't always possible.
I've learned that I need sex and passion in my life to feel happy, whole and fulfilled.
I'd missed this me. This is what makes me smile so much lately. I am whole again.
Pie and I have been together for 5.5 years. The first year was a non-stop sex-fest. The second year was a rather frequent sex-fest. Since then things cooled considerably in the sex department. That wasn't for lack of libido, it was for lack of either opportunity, energy or an abundance of relationship stress. Our relationship eventually morphed into one of tremendous tenderness and snuggling with rare bouts of passion and intimacy. It's not for lack of desire, it's the cumulative effect of day-to-day doldrums, mostly. I felt out of step with my self image for the past several years because of the lack of this in my life.
Now, in the new relationship with A&K, I'm experiencing what it's like to get my sexual needs fulfilled again. I'm being playful, passionate and sexual again in ways I've really missed. This is the fully integrated me that felt incomplete without sex.
I am a very, very sexual person in general. I have a great deal of passion that has been suppressed. Sometimes it feels like I can never truly have my own sexual needs satisfied. I never tire of it. There are endless possibilities. Even with my fairly colourful sexual history, I'm exploring new sexual ground, which just fuels the fire.
The trouble with being a highly sexual person is that there's only so much satisfaction to be had with solo sex, and the rest is dependant on there being at least one other person, which isn't always possible.
I've learned that I need sex and passion in my life to feel happy, whole and fulfilled.
I'd missed this me. This is what makes me smile so much lately. I am whole again.