Where I'm at
Yesterday as the work-day came to an end I asked about what I'd do when I arrived and discovered that I'd run out of work. I was invited to have a long weekend. That meant that I could go to KW for persephoneplace's birthday and stay overnight. I haven't been to her place since her disappearance about 6 weeks ago, so it was good to visit with her again.
Her party was good. Saw lots of the local folks and snuggled with her. She left to go to work today and I slept waaaay late until 3:30pm. I'd just had a long series of weird dreams, including the last one, in which she arrived at home and I pretended to be asleep, she got really angry at me for not getting up and went back downstairs. I got up, yelled out for her with no answer, got out of bed and looked around for her. I finally realized that she wasn't really here when I saw that her car wasn't where it would be and browntobydog wasn't wandering around. A very disorienting feeling.
The other dreams were equally weird but differently so. I rode train rails on my feet as a ghost of sorts. I was at parties that were a lot of fun with cute girls. I whipped someone with a very long, flexible single-tail of ice that didn't melt. I woke up to find that persephoneplace had come home, I'd gotten my period and bled on her sheets and then couldn't find a tampon except one of the OB kind that she'd unravelled but it was too big, so I tried to roll it up more tightly for ages and ages and failed to make it small enough to use. All very odd dreams and I'm still recovering from the disorientation.
When I woke up I put on my clothes and cleaned up the diningroom after her party. Her daughter visited briefly and then she came home and we went for a snuggle. I'm letting her relax and nap before we head out for some errands and then spend the evening together dyeing each other's hair and snuggling some more. We're having some good talks about where we are and what we're doing. There's love there, there's connection there.
We're also making nefarious plans for BENT next week because it will be my birthday on Wednesday and she had an idea for something to celebrate. There may be more on this in a later person. Suffice it to say that it would take full advantage of the liberal BENT rules and I would be centrally ... er ... involved.
Her party was good. Saw lots of the local folks and snuggled with her. She left to go to work today and I slept waaaay late until 3:30pm. I'd just had a long series of weird dreams, including the last one, in which she arrived at home and I pretended to be asleep, she got really angry at me for not getting up and went back downstairs. I got up, yelled out for her with no answer, got out of bed and looked around for her. I finally realized that she wasn't really here when I saw that her car wasn't where it would be and browntobydog wasn't wandering around. A very disorienting feeling.
The other dreams were equally weird but differently so. I rode train rails on my feet as a ghost of sorts. I was at parties that were a lot of fun with cute girls. I whipped someone with a very long, flexible single-tail of ice that didn't melt. I woke up to find that persephoneplace had come home, I'd gotten my period and bled on her sheets and then couldn't find a tampon except one of the OB kind that she'd unravelled but it was too big, so I tried to roll it up more tightly for ages and ages and failed to make it small enough to use. All very odd dreams and I'm still recovering from the disorientation.
When I woke up I put on my clothes and cleaned up the diningroom after her party. Her daughter visited briefly and then she came home and we went for a snuggle. I'm letting her relax and nap before we head out for some errands and then spend the evening together dyeing each other's hair and snuggling some more. We're having some good talks about where we are and what we're doing. There's love there, there's connection there.
We're also making nefarious plans for BENT next week because it will be my birthday on Wednesday and she had an idea for something to celebrate. There may be more on this in a later person. Suffice it to say that it would take full advantage of the liberal BENT rules and I would be centrally ... er ... involved.