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i've been loving a lot of things lately.
mostly.
and i can't say that i was ever this at peace, calm, okay, happy over the summer.
i don't think i like summer so much, or at least what became of it [my fault] this year.
i think i like fall the best.
see, because now, i don't have unlimited time to do everything, so when i do the things i need to do, i have to plan them out and make time for them and planning them out actually makes me DO them.
for example, see, now i don't have all day to play piano, (which i have succesfully done every day this week), as i did in the summer. so i have to make sure i have time for it, which actually MAKES ME DO IT. not that i needed to be MADE TO DO IT before, but now i have this drive that doesn't let me put it off until the end of the day. i love it so much. i feel so satisfied at the end of a day.
and like
i cleaned the bathroom the other day....that felt amazing, too. i cleared out all of my gross drawers that had layers of lotion and hair crap and hair and toothpaste and damp ribbons and now they are immaculate [with DRY stains] and fresh and
i was so. fucking. lazy this summer.
not even the good kind.
i watched so much tv and i can't think of many things i gained from anything.
so now i guess i'm just growing again, and it feels real good.
all worthless play and no work made leah a dull girl.
i made my own bag and i decided on a fun way to spruce up my dull 'do [headbands] [maybe i could write for a magazine like monica and her ice-throwing party]
and i got a 29/28 on my physics quiz and an "Excellent" on top of my Angels and Demons review and, see,
i'm just on top of some world.
mostly.
and i can't say that i was ever this at peace, calm, okay, happy over the summer.
i don't think i like summer so much, or at least what became of it [my fault] this year.
i think i like fall the best.
see, because now, i don't have unlimited time to do everything, so when i do the things i need to do, i have to plan them out and make time for them and planning them out actually makes me DO them.
for example, see, now i don't have all day to play piano, (which i have succesfully done every day this week), as i did in the summer. so i have to make sure i have time for it, which actually MAKES ME DO IT. not that i needed to be MADE TO DO IT before, but now i have this drive that doesn't let me put it off until the end of the day. i love it so much. i feel so satisfied at the end of a day.
and like
i cleaned the bathroom the other day....that felt amazing, too. i cleared out all of my gross drawers that had layers of lotion and hair crap and hair and toothpaste and damp ribbons and now they are immaculate [with DRY stains] and fresh and
i was so. fucking. lazy this summer.
not even the good kind.
i watched so much tv and i can't think of many things i gained from anything.
so now i guess i'm just growing again, and it feels real good.
all worthless play and no work made leah a dull girl.
i made my own bag and i decided on a fun way to spruce up my dull 'do [headbands] [maybe i could write for a magazine like monica and her ice-throwing party]
and i got a 29/28 on my physics quiz and an "Excellent" on top of my Angels and Demons review and, see,
i'm just on top of some world.