This week had been full of love. Spending every day chatting with my gorgeous Heart, having my brother over and just talked to me like in the old days, and feeling that I can overcome my sickness, has left with a feeling of 'fuck the world. If hell calls hell, I'm motherfuking sure I want my share.' <333

"I tried, I have up."

Dad: How much money do I own you ( Read more... )

Is it normal to think about depressive situations in ones life just so you can evoke that sensation cause you have gotten so used to feel like that? :/

Fucking insomnia... *sigh*

So. Time for a proper update.

Well. There isn't much to say, which is rather pathetic. Health wise... I'm a little better. The maniac episode has gone but the depression still running deep. I don't know. Sometime it feels as if I'll be depress my whole life.

My relationship with mom and dad is getting better. Finally ( Read more... )

I'm experiencing the worst maniac crisis ever and, to make matters even worst, I'm still not out completely of the depressive one I've been in since the beginnings of the month ( Read more... )

So yesterday was my brother's wedding. I don't know how to feel about it. Don't get me wrong; I'm happy for him and everything, especially because I know he loves Cristina, but I don't know. I don't like changes and this is a huge one. He and I are really close and... bah, I guess I'm a bit jelous about the whole thing. I mean. I will not longer ( Read more... )

Came back from doctor's appointment and health is better which is a relief. Though he wants to run some test to see how much damage my lungs were object to, but that will take place next week ( Read more... )

Today I woke up with a the quite acquainted feeling of 'fuck everything'. Quite a lovely feeling ( Read more... )

Ever feel like you're a huge disappointment to you parents? Me too ( Read more... )