Sep 08, 2004 10:39
I just wish i was invisible at school or anytime else i wanted to be so i wouldnt have to talk to anyone or feel like everyone is watching my every move.why are so many people idiots and dont even realize it? and how could you let someone walk all over you and just give the excuse that your "just being too nice?" goal of senior year: get good grades, dont talk to anyone, and just get this shit over with. but then what..have a "happy" and "fufilling" life? probably not going to make it. but seriously, who really gives a fuck. instead of becoming a mortician ill have a white sheet over my head. not really fitting considering that the color of it should be black or gray. maybe even red. hm the wall is painted in red. dont like anyone. dont care about anyone. never want to again. but before i exit the scene more than half will be gone. and some more in other categories. fuck trying to quit smoking.magic vegetable anyone? its funny..when theres nothing to want except a short pop and quick stop. and maybe some other items of choice.loving things is easy..just not people