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i'm so frustrated with myself and how emotional i am being about everything.
i just, apparently, cant handle stuff from people. yesterday was the busiest day ever, complete with only one free hour for lunch and staying up till 230 doing homework. also with breaking down on jesse's lap.
and i can't even let myself fully break down. i hate crying, but all of the sudden yesterday and today i am terribly emotional and irritable. i have a slight suspicion as to what it's from.
two things i really hate right now:
the freshman girl biochem majors, save for about three.
they're all so stupid and so ditzy and think they're the shit. who the fuck wears a mini skirt in january and complains about the cold? come on, basic science and common sense, you stupid idiots. also, you give the rest of us a bad name.
my earlham seminar. science and society. not only is it filled with these stupid girls, the teacher all seems to think we're in fifth grade, so our homework was do read and do a summary sheet. we've also had a summary paper. then, today, we had to outline the chapter (like 15 pages of reading) and bring it to class. Then, we compared ours and edited with a partner. THEN she felt the need to make us do ANOTHER outline of the same damn thing, but as a class. but she didnt facilitate at all, relying on us to. and everyone in there is ebing so stupid. i hate the freshman class sometimes. i also hate classes that are so easy and stupid and very very behind. this happened with AP language and humanities last year, and when i brought up that point, the teachers both just got indignant and defensive. the point is though, that we arent learning anything new. and thats true! we all just came from extremely rigourous interpretive practices last semester, and now we're doing summary papers. i hated seventh grade the first time around, i dont need it again.
needless to say, we havent discussed at all.
i've been trying to pray a lot about all of htis, but i just keep breaking down. I HATE BREAKING DOWN. i hate crying in front of people, especially Jesse. i miss sam, and i'm estatic that he's coming in less than four days. i seriously cannot wait.
i hate being emotional and irritable. i'm not even NEAR having my period, either.
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i just, apparently, cant handle stuff from people. yesterday was the busiest day ever, complete with only one free hour for lunch and staying up till 230 doing homework. also with breaking down on jesse's lap.
and i can't even let myself fully break down. i hate crying, but all of the sudden yesterday and today i am terribly emotional and irritable. i have a slight suspicion as to what it's from.
two things i really hate right now:
the freshman girl biochem majors, save for about three.
they're all so stupid and so ditzy and think they're the shit. who the fuck wears a mini skirt in january and complains about the cold? come on, basic science and common sense, you stupid idiots. also, you give the rest of us a bad name.
my earlham seminar. science and society. not only is it filled with these stupid girls, the teacher all seems to think we're in fifth grade, so our homework was do read and do a summary sheet. we've also had a summary paper. then, today, we had to outline the chapter (like 15 pages of reading) and bring it to class. Then, we compared ours and edited with a partner. THEN she felt the need to make us do ANOTHER outline of the same damn thing, but as a class. but she didnt facilitate at all, relying on us to. and everyone in there is ebing so stupid. i hate the freshman class sometimes. i also hate classes that are so easy and stupid and very very behind. this happened with AP language and humanities last year, and when i brought up that point, the teachers both just got indignant and defensive. the point is though, that we arent learning anything new. and thats true! we all just came from extremely rigourous interpretive practices last semester, and now we're doing summary papers. i hated seventh grade the first time around, i dont need it again.
needless to say, we havent discussed at all.
i've been trying to pray a lot about all of htis, but i just keep breaking down. I HATE BREAKING DOWN. i hate crying in front of people, especially Jesse. i miss sam, and i'm estatic that he's coming in less than four days. i seriously cannot wait.
i hate being emotional and irritable. i'm not even NEAR having my period, either.
<3