decision time
so i've decided a few things:
A) this journal has wayy too much personal stuff from 2003 in it. it literally hurts to look back at what i was doing to myself and to others around me and how immature i was. enough to generate comments from Brendon spewing "u kno, u accuse ppl of having no morals but look at urself, 12 years old, thats wrong." pain pain pain. i'm sick of trying to read through that stuff with emotion clouding my eyes. so it's behind me. i guess.
B) i never ever post on this stupid thing, but i always find myself returning to it. perhaps its because the only people who have this link are ones from wayyy back who dont care anymore or someone who really took the time to search me out on livejournal. maybe i should start posting... but about what?
C) i have an EEG tomorrow. i'm really fucking scared. and i'm pretending that i'm not and i KNOW G-d will take care of me but i'm still scared shitless.
D) i just got back from an amazingly life changing week long mission trip for hurricane relief to mississippi and the surrounding gulf coast. there were points where i literally got sick to my stomach. America, just because it happened 1.5 years ago doesnt mean it's over. Need proof? tour the 9th Ward in New Orleans.
okay. i guess that's it. have a happy new year, people. :)
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A) this journal has wayy too much personal stuff from 2003 in it. it literally hurts to look back at what i was doing to myself and to others around me and how immature i was. enough to generate comments from Brendon spewing "u kno, u accuse ppl of having no morals but look at urself, 12 years old, thats wrong." pain pain pain. i'm sick of trying to read through that stuff with emotion clouding my eyes. so it's behind me. i guess.
B) i never ever post on this stupid thing, but i always find myself returning to it. perhaps its because the only people who have this link are ones from wayyy back who dont care anymore or someone who really took the time to search me out on livejournal. maybe i should start posting... but about what?
C) i have an EEG tomorrow. i'm really fucking scared. and i'm pretending that i'm not and i KNOW G-d will take care of me but i'm still scared shitless.
D) i just got back from an amazingly life changing week long mission trip for hurricane relief to mississippi and the surrounding gulf coast. there were points where i literally got sick to my stomach. America, just because it happened 1.5 years ago doesnt mean it's over. Need proof? tour the 9th Ward in New Orleans.
okay. i guess that's it. have a happy new year, people. :)
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