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Now I know the reason why
all the reasons for every single scar
never was it very far.
It was so clear, bright as the star-filed sky
but my eyes were clouded, by all the dark.
Where is my light, my candle of love.
Everything I have set in front of me for protection
has been ripped apart from my own conviction.
My own nature has poured on for me
drenched with all the sufferings.
If they could only see what I see, that its not rain
but all the blood that I have lost.
Coming back to make its way in my heart
trying to find a place to make its home.
Waiting for the day I lose all hope on you
and its releases its virus in me.
Now that I have caught this poison, its spreads
stabbing every piece of my heart.
It overwhelmed all the light and even the darkness
now i'm not even here, much more like a ghost.
Too bad no ghost would ever feel like this,
they would look onto to me and find a way to leave so they would
not have to abre the sight of my death anymore.
No reflection, no perception of my own death
I walk alone in this empty street, searching to be complete once more.
I pray to find the light, that all has not been burned out.
Where is that last flame, that lit match that brings me home.
Over and over I long for it, falling again again to grab onto it.
If only for a second could I feel your presence again
oh, would it last a lifetime.
That sweet kiss that graced my lips so long ago
the taste I have missed, starving for that pure satisfaction.
There, the roses I placed for you
they still live and seem to shine brighter than ever.
Still the note says, never says never.
Never will I lose the hope and love, stay with me.
Bring me to my knees by just the sight of you
you wish to feel, wanting to go through
all the things that I must go through.
There is no more I or me, but more of us
our hearts don't work alone.
Only when they are connected do they work,
a perfect heart we make when we share our halves.
Thank you my dear, for killing me
but by my death it has brought both of us to see
that we belong together forever more, we are complete.
all the reasons for every single scar
never was it very far.
It was so clear, bright as the star-filed sky
but my eyes were clouded, by all the dark.
Where is my light, my candle of love.
Everything I have set in front of me for protection
has been ripped apart from my own conviction.
My own nature has poured on for me
drenched with all the sufferings.
If they could only see what I see, that its not rain
but all the blood that I have lost.
Coming back to make its way in my heart
trying to find a place to make its home.
Waiting for the day I lose all hope on you
and its releases its virus in me.
Now that I have caught this poison, its spreads
stabbing every piece of my heart.
It overwhelmed all the light and even the darkness
now i'm not even here, much more like a ghost.
Too bad no ghost would ever feel like this,
they would look onto to me and find a way to leave so they would
not have to abre the sight of my death anymore.
No reflection, no perception of my own death
I walk alone in this empty street, searching to be complete once more.
I pray to find the light, that all has not been burned out.
Where is that last flame, that lit match that brings me home.
Over and over I long for it, falling again again to grab onto it.
If only for a second could I feel your presence again
oh, would it last a lifetime.
That sweet kiss that graced my lips so long ago
the taste I have missed, starving for that pure satisfaction.
There, the roses I placed for you
they still live and seem to shine brighter than ever.
Still the note says, never says never.
Never will I lose the hope and love, stay with me.
Bring me to my knees by just the sight of you
you wish to feel, wanting to go through
all the things that I must go through.
There is no more I or me, but more of us
our hearts don't work alone.
Only when they are connected do they work,
a perfect heart we make when we share our halves.
Thank you my dear, for killing me
but by my death it has brought both of us to see
that we belong together forever more, we are complete.