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[blackholesun00]

As you walk you seem me sitting
waiting for someone to catch.
There I stand waiting to here that voice that brings me down
but it has never come and now I must jump.
Jump for all the things that have brought me here
death is about to stop me and its all so clear.
That you were never there
walking back in forth pacing and pacing
until my heart was bleeding out, racing and racing.
The veins they shine so clear now
and you can taste the blood.
Your lips seem to enjoy my pain
you love the taste of victory.
You never lose and you always win
capturing my heart and soul, your blissful sin.
You boast in the hunt
the cage you have caught me
stabbing away at the pieces.
When I put my heart into that wall
you do nothing tear it down
shredding every piece of my heart.
Now that I have broke out I find a way
to thank you for all the lovely pain.
To the top I climb and I make it to the top
but only to find that you are not waiting.
I thought you would be here to catch me when I fall
only a image did I see.
You never knew me or did you want to engage
in my heart.
So I have lost it, jumped it all away.
As I descend I see I am away from your chains
but only do I die, to be set free.