just the one of me

[blackheartrobot]

i learned to run before i could crawl

so i ran to you

but no matter what i couldn't reach you

i dont know why

why were you so out of reach?

so now i have worn myself out trying

i can barely stand

maybe you can erase me

but you are still here in me

it took me 21 years to learn how to regret

now i regret all of those 21 years

i'm sure it will just keep growing

and i'm sure i will just keep making mistakes

that's all i seem to know how to do

so i guess i am good at it

the one thing i am good at

because keeping relationships, i am definitely not