Mission accomplished
12 hours later, I have booked a flight, booked a rental car and talked to the guy at outwest guides who offered to put us up for both nights and take us out on a ride to the camp where the pack trip people will be at so I can see it and meet the current guides. I cant believe I'm actually taking some serious steps to moving out there. Mostly, I'm super excited. But then there was a few weeks ago when I said something about it and Amy started crying... and last night when I was talking to my mom she started crying about it saying, "dont mind me." It's hard to just blow off your mom sobbing over you. well, we'll see where this goes. I'll take tons of photos while I'm out there.