the saga continues

[blackfish]

Yesterday was pretty awful. I don't now why but I could not keep it together yesterday. I felt like I was going to have a nervous breakdown. When I got into the office I had found out that the team that edited the intro was there until 3am finishing. When Ryan foun out he said we weren't going to do both of our segments. That really upset me. I guess I should have felt releived but anyway. I guess I looked upset because a bit later Ryan called me into his office and asked me what was wrong. Well I couldn't come out and tell him I was tired of him blowing everything off and me feeling like I had to take up the slack. I just kept telling him that I was tired and stressed. I don't think he bought it entirely but he let it go. I was pretty much a basketcase all morning long. After lunch I was feeling much better and I got the komodo segment done. We finally convinced Ryan that the second segment needed to be done and he said he would work on it over the weekend. I came in to work today to see if he needed help with anything and ended up staying a lot longer than I had planned but we were productive and I was having a good time.
The show is in 4 days and I am nervous as all get up.