New Job, and Other
My 1st day at my new Job was pretty interesting. I already know how to do the resgister. I like the way they have their computers set up. The manager of the store on 59 was over, and she was teaching me a couple of stuff. I just think it's funny when she was trying to teach me how to make labels. She didn't even remember what to do, and I was the one telling her what to do, which made the my manager laugh. That's simple SchTUff man!. Around 5:30 my manager took me to the back so I could help her with her tutoring, she had 12 kids more then usual, and she has other teachers in other rooms teaching there. At one point my manager Doreen got me 2 new students, and give them paper work to see how much they know. They were soo adorable! they were 3.5 and 4. The 3.5 preK kid knows his numbers, and connecting the dots pretty damn good compare to the 4 year old. One of the students came up to me, and pull my shirt and asked me " miss, are you a new teacher?", and I told them " yea..something like that", and he said " your very pretty, I like your hair". AWWW, soooooo cute! I like helping the kids. The 4 year old got soo excited when I was teaching him how to count, and do patterns. Then 10 minutes before closing I went back to the front, to help close. It was a pretty good day. Theres allot of new rules that are different there from SWTS. Hopefully I wont mix them around.
OOh and It cracks me up, that I get to learn this kids names so quickly in a matter of 20 minutes or so, and when I would call them by their name, they looked suprised.and one of them, i could never forget his name, Daniel. He was wearing a necklace that he had made w/ his name on it LOL. He was soooo suprised that I knew his name and got up and asked me " woooooah!!! how, how ..how do you know my name new teacher?", I told him w/ a laugh " It's Miss. Kenia. Well I guess Im psychic". His big brown eyes looked soo amazed. I went over to him and lean down and touched his necklace and told him " aaaand this helped me a bit too", he started giggling.
But know for something interesting, I really just typed this up because I was think about it in the car...I dunno why, I always do this type of stuff, and I always want to type it, so I could get a better understanding about it. Y'all probably think Im Koo Koo....oh wells. *shruggs*
"Where does your life have its Beginning?" That's an interesting question to ponder about. My life's beginning was around the age when i started to learn things on my own...around 12 or so.
I've always though that before people were humans, they were spirits in heaven with god, and that these spirits had personalities, thoughts, and mental capacity etc. God would pick these spirits to come to earth because they have to learn to choose good over evil. They would have to learn lessons that can't be learned in heaven...like pain, sorrow, death, hardship, conflict etc. When we're born, we forget everything about our spiritual life and start over. And when we die we are judged by god on what we have learned and what we have done in our life.
So saying this, I ask how god chooses who will go where. Why would god (if he loves his children) send me to be born to one horny man, and send the woman next to me (my mommy) who would take role of two wonderful parents to be born to. I think this is a really good question.
I think sometimes its the child that is sent to teach the parents, and its not always a matter of parents having to teach the children. I was given to my mother because there is something I am suppose to teach her, or show her, I dunno.
Maybe some spirits are so far advanced, that the only way to teach them is to give them a harder challenge. (to a guy/girl that was born into the church with the great parents, not saying that my mother isn't a great parent, because she really is, she is one the persons I really look up to. I am very proud of her).
This really struck my mind. It make me think of all the times that I've had to overcome something that other people say "i don't think i could have made it through that". It makes me think of all the times i had to "learn the hard way" instead of just doing what i was told. So now i'm thinking, that maybe god puts people as far away from him as is appropriate when they're born. if we're supposed to learn to choose good over evil, maybe he puts us just far enough for us to learn our lesson, but not far enough to loose us forever. of course some people would be lost forever if he gives us free will to make our choices in those lessons.
so after thinking about this in the car as I made my way home from my 1st day at my new job, I was still pondering my trump card question "if god created man, then why did man create so many gods?"
and something that seems to make sense to me is this:
if we were all spirits in heaven before we were born, and when we were born and our memories of heaven were erased...maybe man's creation of god (and gods) was to get back to something they almost remember. maybe the first humans to create some kind of religion, had some sort of dejavu type of memory about a creator and was attempting to recreate that or secure that. How many times do you have children that seem to be born with an outstanding capacity for music, or math, or some other talent that seems unexplainable? Could it be that before that child was born, they were a spirit that had those same talents and has somehow by chance managed to keep a bit of that?
i don't know...i think i'm rambling. and i'm sure the religious people in here will think i've lost my mind....but i think its an interesting theory.
OOh and It cracks me up, that I get to learn this kids names so quickly in a matter of 20 minutes or so, and when I would call them by their name, they looked suprised.and one of them, i could never forget his name, Daniel. He was wearing a necklace that he had made w/ his name on it LOL. He was soooo suprised that I knew his name and got up and asked me " woooooah!!! how, how ..how do you know my name new teacher?", I told him w/ a laugh " It's Miss. Kenia. Well I guess Im psychic". His big brown eyes looked soo amazed. I went over to him and lean down and touched his necklace and told him " aaaand this helped me a bit too", he started giggling.
But know for something interesting, I really just typed this up because I was think about it in the car...I dunno why, I always do this type of stuff, and I always want to type it, so I could get a better understanding about it. Y'all probably think Im Koo Koo....oh wells. *shruggs*
"Where does your life have its Beginning?" That's an interesting question to ponder about. My life's beginning was around the age when i started to learn things on my own...around 12 or so.
I've always though that before people were humans, they were spirits in heaven with god, and that these spirits had personalities, thoughts, and mental capacity etc. God would pick these spirits to come to earth because they have to learn to choose good over evil. They would have to learn lessons that can't be learned in heaven...like pain, sorrow, death, hardship, conflict etc. When we're born, we forget everything about our spiritual life and start over. And when we die we are judged by god on what we have learned and what we have done in our life.
So saying this, I ask how god chooses who will go where. Why would god (if he loves his children) send me to be born to one horny man, and send the woman next to me (my mommy) who would take role of two wonderful parents to be born to. I think this is a really good question.
I think sometimes its the child that is sent to teach the parents, and its not always a matter of parents having to teach the children. I was given to my mother because there is something I am suppose to teach her, or show her, I dunno.
Maybe some spirits are so far advanced, that the only way to teach them is to give them a harder challenge. (to a guy/girl that was born into the church with the great parents, not saying that my mother isn't a great parent, because she really is, she is one the persons I really look up to. I am very proud of her).
This really struck my mind. It make me think of all the times that I've had to overcome something that other people say "i don't think i could have made it through that". It makes me think of all the times i had to "learn the hard way" instead of just doing what i was told. So now i'm thinking, that maybe god puts people as far away from him as is appropriate when they're born. if we're supposed to learn to choose good over evil, maybe he puts us just far enough for us to learn our lesson, but not far enough to loose us forever. of course some people would be lost forever if he gives us free will to make our choices in those lessons.
so after thinking about this in the car as I made my way home from my 1st day at my new job, I was still pondering my trump card question "if god created man, then why did man create so many gods?"
and something that seems to make sense to me is this:
if we were all spirits in heaven before we were born, and when we were born and our memories of heaven were erased...maybe man's creation of god (and gods) was to get back to something they almost remember. maybe the first humans to create some kind of religion, had some sort of dejavu type of memory about a creator and was attempting to recreate that or secure that. How many times do you have children that seem to be born with an outstanding capacity for music, or math, or some other talent that seems unexplainable? Could it be that before that child was born, they were a spirit that had those same talents and has somehow by chance managed to keep a bit of that?
i don't know...i think i'm rambling. and i'm sure the religious people in here will think i've lost my mind....but i think its an interesting theory.