Ch-ch-ch-ch-chaaanges
My entire world just got turned on it's side a few days ago. My feelings are mixed at best, but...this seems like it can't go any other way.
I'm just wondering how it's all going to play out--whether or not I'll be able to act cool and casual when sitting in front of someone I haven't seen in five years.
Especially her.
I've known her for ages. Sometimes, you know a person for so long that they add a certain hue to your life. They mark it. They pour wax onto the fabric of your being and then press their seal into it, so that your life is no longer simply "yours".
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately.
I think that, by the end of the summer, I'll know for sure if I've lost the better aspects of myself, or simply misplaced them somewhere along the way.
I'm just wondering how it's all going to play out--whether or not I'll be able to act cool and casual when sitting in front of someone I haven't seen in five years.
Especially her.
I've known her for ages. Sometimes, you know a person for so long that they add a certain hue to your life. They mark it. They pour wax onto the fabric of your being and then press their seal into it, so that your life is no longer simply "yours".
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately.
I think that, by the end of the summer, I'll know for sure if I've lost the better aspects of myself, or simply misplaced them somewhere along the way.