He haunts me in my dreams...

[blackenedrose]

I can't stand seeing people i used to love everywhere. I just cant stand it. Im like the psyco bitch that cant understand that the world is never going to change for me. Or anyone. Everyones self centered and all most guys think about is sex. AH Poop. I want to lose weight.. i dont like myself.. not like ill ever be happy.. youre only happy when

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[leave_it_be]

don't stick a knife through your head, stick one through her's : )

[blackenedrose]

Ah But its him whos in my dreams..
and i dont think you know who him is
or her
But are you on aim? or am i going crazy?

[daniluvsuxoxox]

who is the guy?? is it the person-you know who i mean!?!?!?!

[blackenedrose]

pshh
unfortanuatly yes
hes like a drug
and im going through withdrawls after being on the drug for 2 years..

[daniluvsuxoxox]

haha in a way that is how i am! OMG!

[blackenedrose]

Yeah except ive known him longer.

[daniluvsuxoxox]

known him longer or been friends with him longer? cuz ive known him since like 5th grade but ya i wasnt really friends with him til last year......

[blackenedrose]

yeah friends../

[daniluvsuxoxox]

oooooooo ok gottcha! LOL

[leave_it_be]

not currently on AIM, no. who cares who her is you obviously don't care for her so go ahead and stick the knife in her : )

[blackenedrose]

her could be me, because everyone in this house drives me over the edge.

[leave_it_be]

well in that case, put the knife in your own head. whatever's going to make you happy darling.

[blackenedrose]

Hm. I dont know what happy is.