Jan 22, 2007 18:24
I haven't been here in awhile it looks like. I should have been. This is a nice place to be...emptying my head.
John and I broke up since I last wrote, Barb got married and it was beautiful, Cary and 'it' broke up as well. A lot happens in six months. I miss John, more as a friend than a boyfriend. I don't need a boyfriend right now, I need a friend. I'm seeing someone. His name is Mark, the anti-john. He reads, he contemplates, he thinks screaming is singing, he knows my philisophical side, he knows nothing about my casual side, he thinks I'm cute but crazy, I can't tell if he really likes me. We're "dating" in the loosest sense of the word...and I kinda like it.
I want to write a novel but can't find the time. I will though, someday. And it will be awesome.