Wedding Belles
Cary's getting married, Barbie's getting married...I kind of want to get married. Cary's wedding cite is too gorgeous, she doesn't deserve it. (that was mean) I guess I just don't really want her to show up Barb and her sister, because I think it's a joke that she's marrying 'it'.
Barb's wedding should be pretty, I saw the park this weekend, it was nice.
I kind of want to marry John. Not because my friends are getting married, but because I really do love him, and the thought of loosing him hurts. He still has three years of school left...maybe two. I'm afraid if we break up after my graduation, he'll move on, and the thought of him with another girl makes me physically sick.
But that's a big life decision...and I don't know if I'm ready for it. I guess what I'm saying is, there's a lot for me to think about over the next 12 months.
Barb's wedding should be pretty, I saw the park this weekend, it was nice.
I kind of want to marry John. Not because my friends are getting married, but because I really do love him, and the thought of loosing him hurts. He still has three years of school left...maybe two. I'm afraid if we break up after my graduation, he'll move on, and the thought of him with another girl makes me physically sick.
But that's a big life decision...and I don't know if I'm ready for it. I guess what I'm saying is, there's a lot for me to think about over the next 12 months.