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I was profile stalking and I stole this from Christine's profile.
Cliche, but the story of all of our lives, is it not?
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and whishing you hadnt? or saying nothing and wishing you had. I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Dont be afriad to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart. If you dont, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to bcome a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesnt. You cant tell your heart what to do.
it does it on its own when you least suspect it, or even when you dont want it to. Have you ever want to love someone with everything you had but that other person was too afraid? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
Yeah, pretty much. And even though everyone has heard that or something like it 3472897482 times, for some reason it's still like "omg so true that's so perfect and amazing" when you read it. Too bad we're all too self conscious or shy or whatever to actually go for it.
In the beginning of the year before I knew the Bagelry sucked so much dick, I was there with a few people and one of my friends was talking about how cute the guy behind the counter was. Before we left, we had to wait for her for a minute becuase she just walked right up to him and asked for his number. He gave it to her... I was like... woah. Not because she's not amazing or because I thought he wouldn't give it to her- any guy would give that girl his number if she asked... but I couldn't believe she had the balls to go right up to him and ask him that. It was kind of motivational, but at the same time it was like wow if that's what you have to do to get the guy you want then I guess I never will. She even called him and asked him out a little while after. I have no idea what came of all that, but no matter what I was so jealous that she was able to do that without flinching. Then again everyone works differently and there is always more than one way to skin a cat. I'm not in desperate need of a guy anyway at this point, but still, it would be pretty cool to be able to do what we all say we should do when we want something like that.
I have no cell phone still... I hope I get one soon.
My ipod is gone forever. If I ever find whoever took it I will bite them. I hate them. So fucking much. If I keep thinking about it I think I might scream.
Since I have no ipod or cell phone, I have no way of waking up in the morning. Christine and Kate are the reasons I can stand Potsdam though because they're going to try to wake me up for a nine o'clock anthropology bullshit class.
Oh yeah speaking of which... I've come to the conclusion that I hate Potsdam and pretty much everything about it aside from Crane and some of the good people that are around here. Snow is not cool. I'm very open to anyone who can prove otherwise to me.
I know it sounds like I'm mad after all that... I'm pretty fucking pissed about the ipod, but in general I'm in a great mood for some reason. Idk why because I had a gross long car ride, my life is over because of the ipod and lack of phone, I hate Potsdam, and I haven't practiced for real in days, I'm really fat and I hate it, but I swear I'm in like an awesome mood for some reason, and I'm not even being sarcastic. I hope I wake up tomorrow, because I feel so ready to have a great week.
Cliche, but the story of all of our lives, is it not?
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and whishing you hadnt? or saying nothing and wishing you had. I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Dont be afriad to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart. If you dont, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to bcome a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesnt. You cant tell your heart what to do.
it does it on its own when you least suspect it, or even when you dont want it to. Have you ever want to love someone with everything you had but that other person was too afraid? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
Yeah, pretty much. And even though everyone has heard that or something like it 3472897482 times, for some reason it's still like "omg so true that's so perfect and amazing" when you read it. Too bad we're all too self conscious or shy or whatever to actually go for it.
In the beginning of the year before I knew the Bagelry sucked so much dick, I was there with a few people and one of my friends was talking about how cute the guy behind the counter was. Before we left, we had to wait for her for a minute becuase she just walked right up to him and asked for his number. He gave it to her... I was like... woah. Not because she's not amazing or because I thought he wouldn't give it to her- any guy would give that girl his number if she asked... but I couldn't believe she had the balls to go right up to him and ask him that. It was kind of motivational, but at the same time it was like wow if that's what you have to do to get the guy you want then I guess I never will. She even called him and asked him out a little while after. I have no idea what came of all that, but no matter what I was so jealous that she was able to do that without flinching. Then again everyone works differently and there is always more than one way to skin a cat. I'm not in desperate need of a guy anyway at this point, but still, it would be pretty cool to be able to do what we all say we should do when we want something like that.
I have no cell phone still... I hope I get one soon.
My ipod is gone forever. If I ever find whoever took it I will bite them. I hate them. So fucking much. If I keep thinking about it I think I might scream.
Since I have no ipod or cell phone, I have no way of waking up in the morning. Christine and Kate are the reasons I can stand Potsdam though because they're going to try to wake me up for a nine o'clock anthropology bullshit class.
Oh yeah speaking of which... I've come to the conclusion that I hate Potsdam and pretty much everything about it aside from Crane and some of the good people that are around here. Snow is not cool. I'm very open to anyone who can prove otherwise to me.
I know it sounds like I'm mad after all that... I'm pretty fucking pissed about the ipod, but in general I'm in a great mood for some reason. Idk why because I had a gross long car ride, my life is over because of the ipod and lack of phone, I hate Potsdam, and I haven't practiced for real in days, I'm really fat and I hate it, but I swear I'm in like an awesome mood for some reason, and I'm not even being sarcastic. I hope I wake up tomorrow, because I feel so ready to have a great week.