Some dance to remember, some dance to forget.
To anybody who has been wondering yes, I've been avoiding the common room as well as my own. If you really need to get a hold of me send me an owl, or leave me a message in your journal. I don't know how long my stay away from the dungeons will be, but it may be lengthy.
Private
What am I doing? This is crazy...I can't be a blood...traitor. I can't do it. But...I can't keep up this facade forever...I just need to think...to figure some things out.
Remus is just...too amazing for words. We haven't been friends for all that long and he's done so much for me.
I wish things were different. He's suggested a few things...but I don't know what to do anymore. I fear if I leave I'll lose Lucius too...and he's all that I know now. Bellatrix obviously has already disowned me. I don't think I'll be able to count on Rodolphus to see me through this either. That leaves me with nobody that isn't family. I wish I knew what to do.
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Private
What am I doing? This is crazy...I can't be a blood...traitor. I can't do it. But...I can't keep up this facade forever...I just need to think...to figure some things out.
Remus is just...too amazing for words. We haven't been friends for all that long and he's done so much for me.
I wish things were different. He's suggested a few things...but I don't know what to do anymore. I fear if I leave I'll lose Lucius too...and he's all that I know now. Bellatrix obviously has already disowned me. I don't think I'll be able to count on Rodolphus to see me through this either. That leaves me with nobody that isn't family. I wish I knew what to do.
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