LYFE SUCKS!!!
Well... latley my life has been really boring. No school, and I have to spend my days worring about be a work in 6 hours and then in 4 hours... and then...blah blah blah... I hate the waiting. It was better working in the morning because then I would get off and still have the rest of the day to do whatever I wanted to do. Oh well. I did say for a while that this way the hours would keep me out of trouble... but to be completely honest... that isn't the truth at all. If anything it has gotten me into more trouble than I have ever been in before and I hate it. I miss hanging out with true friends. Now my days consist of trying to find somebody that is actually awake... or not a work...or not busy with their true friends.... so that I can smoke. I have to say it is hard. I get high and worry if I am going to make it to work on time...because I am high I might forget to even go... but as usual I make it there on time everyday and I am high and paranoid and work in the back stock room all by myself. What a life huh? Then I stay back there until 10pm and at 10 I come out and work with people for the last hour... after my high has left. Then I get off work and most people have already gone to sleep. So I walk home... it takes like 30 minutes... and on the way I call everybody I can think of on my cell phone and pray that somebody is awake... but no... they never are... or if there are they aren't in Alameda... or there is some problem.... then after about an hour of trying to find something to do... I go home in dissapointment. Nothing to do and another day of my summer gone by. What is happening to me... I don't want my life to be like this. I guess my hours are going to change soon because I am going to start school in a month... and then I will be too busy... but I will still be looking for excitement. Anyway... lyfe sucks and then you die... so....shit... lyfe sucks!!!