Jun 20, 2011 23:21
something you are scared of admitting.
I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I'm happy, but I feel like I'm going to be broke forever and I'm wasting my time. I like my job but I don't consider it a 'career'. I am quite cynical about my talents and their worth in society, and it makes me cringe to call myself a photographer even though that's how I think of myself, but there are 318532695 other people that think of themselves that way too, and what makes me any better? What sets me apart? I worry that it is nothing.
I don't necessarily dream of fame, or even being a full-time photographer, but I would like to be able to call myself a professional and get paid for it often enough so that I don't have to stress out about missing a couple of days of work.
15-day challenge,
photography,
self-pity,
surveys,
work