nobody left in this world to hold me tight...

Feb 08, 2005 20:05

well yesterday was a good game. my best game in a long while. got 13 points and did pretty good. i feel like im gettin my shot back and stuff too. i think it's cuz im like pretty much over being sick, thank god. i hope we win our next, and last 4 games. we really can and that would just be awesome!

practice today was weird. we had 7 people cuz linds and rach were at some thing and then paige and samm not in school. so we couln't do much. we just shot like 3-pointers the entire practice pretty much. cuz we need to be more of a shootin team. i actually didn't mind it. now i know how to shoot 3 pointers good. we ended practice wicked early, like at 4:30ish instead of 5. so most of us just sat around shootin for a while. i had reno pass me the ball so i could take 3s. i got kinda alot in. he says if i keep workin on it, i could be a shooter plus all the other stuff i do. which would be sweet, and i'd be a better player.

i don't know why but i have this feeling. it's so weird. i haven't talked to someone in like weeks i think and for some reason i want to soooo bad. i don't get myself sometimes. im weird like that. i feel like im missing something. a piece of me is missing. i don't know what i need to do to fix it or anything either. i just want the empty feeling to go away. it hurts so bad, feeeling so alone and hollow. i guess people don't know what i mean, cuz what im sayin sounds stupid i know =[ sorry

i done for now, cuz lately i haven't been wantin to write in here. mostly cuz of that feeling. i wish i could be fixed, and be happy again, like i once was. =\
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