Feb 06, 2005 10:35
i haven't updated in a while. i haven't really wanted to be on the comp. im so sick of it. the only thing i've wanted to do lately is sleep. im a lazy bitch. anywayss...
played grafton on thursday and lost by 2....soooo freakin close. good game, and next time, we're gunna get em!!! okay soooo...friday report cards, and then practice. which was unbelieveably easy! oh and of course, friday was ren's birthday too. =] so me and kayla went to the v boys game then went and saw boogeyman. which was a pretty cool movie i thought. saturday, nice and early practice, then sleep and then went to ren's party...fun times...that's all that's been happenening...
of course, i've also been thinkin...which is never good. ever!!!! =\ i just hate how things are working out, and stuff like that. i always see so many people who are so happy and stuff and i wish i was like that. i wish i was more confident too. more outgoing, the kinda person who just doesn't care what other people think, and will go do what they want ya know? =\ i really really wish i could be that person. i admire people like that. ugh...i dunno. i need to change, cuz how i am now, just isn't workin out, and im boring, and ill have no friends soon. everyone's so happy, and i wanna be happy too. i wanna have someone too. everyone but me doess...but oh well, that's nothing new i guess =\ i miss someone =[ HOME GAME AGAINST OXFORD MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVERYONE GOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
superbowl sunday is today! GO PATS!!!!!!!!!!