i want you soooo bad...
Sometime wanna be your lover,
Sometime wanna be your friend,
Sometime wanna hug ya,
Hold hands, slow-dance, while the record spins
2 hour delay today. finally finished midterms, but i still ahven't finished my bio ones. oh well. right now i don't care if i ever do. i don't care about anything. i just give up. it's not like i get what i want anyway. this is like unbarable. it's so hard bein the friend, and listenin to him talk about his girlfriend and stuff. i like him so much i just don't know what to do =\ seems like they'll be together forever. and im glad he's happy, but i wish it was with me. =[ prolly never will be.
im sorry i didn't make any of my fuckin foul shots. or my regular shots. maybe if i had, we could have won. or had a better chance. but no. i suck. i lost my shot, and i don't know if its comin back. i try to fix it at practice but nuthing. sucks ass. w/e i just dont know anymore
everything seems to hard now. i know all im doin is complainin or w/e but too bad. i have no one to tell this too. i just don't feel like i can anymore. i don't know how to explain it. it's useless. i haven't finished 2 midterms, but i don't care. im just not gunna do thtem. to fuckin bad. tomorrow in school im not doin anywork at all. what's the point. this term won't be over til basketball is over and the only reason i need the grades is to stay on the team. so fukc it. i just don't givve a shit anymore! =[
this day just keeps gettin worse and worse!!!!!!!!! =[
Sometime wanna be your friend,
Sometime wanna hug ya,
Hold hands, slow-dance, while the record spins
2 hour delay today. finally finished midterms, but i still ahven't finished my bio ones. oh well. right now i don't care if i ever do. i don't care about anything. i just give up. it's not like i get what i want anyway. this is like unbarable. it's so hard bein the friend, and listenin to him talk about his girlfriend and stuff. i like him so much i just don't know what to do =\ seems like they'll be together forever. and im glad he's happy, but i wish it was with me. =[ prolly never will be.
im sorry i didn't make any of my fuckin foul shots. or my regular shots. maybe if i had, we could have won. or had a better chance. but no. i suck. i lost my shot, and i don't know if its comin back. i try to fix it at practice but nuthing. sucks ass. w/e i just dont know anymore
everything seems to hard now. i know all im doin is complainin or w/e but too bad. i have no one to tell this too. i just don't feel like i can anymore. i don't know how to explain it. it's useless. i haven't finished 2 midterms, but i don't care. im just not gunna do thtem. to fuckin bad. tomorrow in school im not doin anywork at all. what's the point. this term won't be over til basketball is over and the only reason i need the grades is to stay on the team. so fukc it. i just don't givve a shit anymore! =[
this day just keeps gettin worse and worse!!!!!!!!! =[