if i just left right now...
I need you now,
to keep me sane,
and tell me that
everything's gunna be okay
worst day in a long time. typing midterm, i typed the wrong essay thing so then i realized and i had to erase and then i didnt get to finish the right one. history, fuckin morrill flipped out on me for no reason. and then he flips on jordy, casey, and sara. again for no reason. he's gay and annoying. so then i don't remember, i just know the rest of theclasses sucked ass.
then practice i did so bad. i did bad in the game yesterday too. i've turned bad in general. =\ i feel like im tryin hard but i guess it's not enough. i wish i was faster and i wish i could jump higher =[...i wonder if reno has second thoughts about me bein on the team at all? ahh...twisted my knee which sucked. i didn't cry though. yay me! ugh. im gunna try so hard tomorrow to be good. i was like one of the only ones not recognized by reno. pretty sad since he picked like 7 people. yaaaa=\ also sucks i lost my shot and i can't shoot for shit anymore. foul shots gone too.
i know this entry is like annoying cuz im like complainin and shit. but im not really. im just stating the facts. i truely hatte my mom though. that's for sure. i don't understand how she can think that my brother is a "not bad kid" even though he was just suspended til yesterday, then he goes to school today and gets suspended again til friday. yet, im the bitch one, the one who's always yelling. i love how my mom just calls me a bitch all the time. and so does my brother. maybe me bein a bitch is better than anythin else cuz, i mostly stay out of trouble ni school. i get good grades and do okay in sports. ya, it's tryely a shame im not more like kofi.
i gues sim just not good enough. i give up though. i can't take this anymore. im too stupid, ugly, bitchy, and just ugh, to care anymore. so i don't. w/e happens, happens, and i don't care. i just dont' see the point anymore. im sick of tryin. and i've lost hope.
good bye
to keep me sane,
and tell me that
everything's gunna be okay
worst day in a long time. typing midterm, i typed the wrong essay thing so then i realized and i had to erase and then i didnt get to finish the right one. history, fuckin morrill flipped out on me for no reason. and then he flips on jordy, casey, and sara. again for no reason. he's gay and annoying. so then i don't remember, i just know the rest of theclasses sucked ass.
then practice i did so bad. i did bad in the game yesterday too. i've turned bad in general. =\ i feel like im tryin hard but i guess it's not enough. i wish i was faster and i wish i could jump higher =[...i wonder if reno has second thoughts about me bein on the team at all? ahh...twisted my knee which sucked. i didn't cry though. yay me! ugh. im gunna try so hard tomorrow to be good. i was like one of the only ones not recognized by reno. pretty sad since he picked like 7 people. yaaaa=\ also sucks i lost my shot and i can't shoot for shit anymore. foul shots gone too.
i know this entry is like annoying cuz im like complainin and shit. but im not really. im just stating the facts. i truely hatte my mom though. that's for sure. i don't understand how she can think that my brother is a "not bad kid" even though he was just suspended til yesterday, then he goes to school today and gets suspended again til friday. yet, im the bitch one, the one who's always yelling. i love how my mom just calls me a bitch all the time. and so does my brother. maybe me bein a bitch is better than anythin else cuz, i mostly stay out of trouble ni school. i get good grades and do okay in sports. ya, it's tryely a shame im not more like kofi.
i gues sim just not good enough. i give up though. i can't take this anymore. im too stupid, ugly, bitchy, and just ugh, to care anymore. so i don't. w/e happens, happens, and i don't care. i just dont' see the point anymore. im sick of tryin. and i've lost hope.
good bye