eh??
I'm curious about why I was able to see this entry of sheritos although he allegedly made it friends only...
And I have no idea at all how often you're talking about me, but it's quite a surprise that I should have this impact. No matter, though. Although I chose another way for myself (else I would hate Thal, e.g.), I can still imagine how it would have been, had I also chosen your way. I am not hurt by anything of that kind, though. It causes me discomfort, being disliked just because it is so, but I guess I can relativize that by seeing that it's not really something personal. It's not because I'm ME, it's because I am there... would it be any other person in my place, there would be no problem with me, ne?
That's ok.
But... Gosh, I'm not in a competition here. I refuse to enter in any kind of tug-of-war. I didn't even do this with my own love, so go figure.
Oh, and if it means anything to one of you... I've come so far as to envy you deeply. All of you who are with a companion, or could be, would they not waste their time and their love with petty little things.
It makes me furious to see people complain about everything, as long as they have a relationship that would work, if they didn't endanger it with their own idiocy and blasted fears and mistrust and lies.
Great, now I've made myself really angry. Fuck this envy.
And I have no idea at all how often you're talking about me, but it's quite a surprise that I should have this impact. No matter, though. Although I chose another way for myself (else I would hate Thal, e.g.), I can still imagine how it would have been, had I also chosen your way. I am not hurt by anything of that kind, though. It causes me discomfort, being disliked just because it is so, but I guess I can relativize that by seeing that it's not really something personal. It's not because I'm ME, it's because I am there... would it be any other person in my place, there would be no problem with me, ne?
That's ok.
But... Gosh, I'm not in a competition here. I refuse to enter in any kind of tug-of-war. I didn't even do this with my own love, so go figure.
Oh, and if it means anything to one of you... I've come so far as to envy you deeply. All of you who are with a companion, or could be, would they not waste their time and their love with petty little things.
It makes me furious to see people complain about everything, as long as they have a relationship that would work, if they didn't endanger it with their own idiocy and blasted fears and mistrust and lies.
Great, now I've made myself really angry. Fuck this envy.