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[black_virus]

i was thinking about slitting my wrists again today, but i thought against it because i remembered how stupid it is to do that. someone tell me why this hurts me so much more than it hurts her. why can she go on with her life as if what happened only 2 weeks ago happened 6 months ago. it's simple, i fucked up and i feel so guilty for it and she's

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[trebleclefpoet]

Alright buddy, i'm sure you already know what I'm going to say, but I'm going to say it anyway. Madalyne is a game. It always has been a game, and probably always will be a game. I love the girl to death, believe it or not, she can be the most fun person in the world to hang out with, and can be as sweet as possible, but everyone in her life has found out that she can be more trouble than she is worth. You deserve alot more than her. Mattie is the kind of girl who will find someone to take care of her, and make her feel special, but if she's not getting the exact kind of attention she wants, she'll flip out. No doubt she acts alot different with you than she does everyone else, including me, but that's who I think she is at her core. Madalyne has ALOT of growing up to do before she can be in a healthy relationship with anyone. If you are serious about wanting her back, give it time. Because without time, it's going to be the same thing that you had before. And by the way, you still have an open invitation to come crash here for a weekend or two. If you want to come up here for a weekend, and just clear your head, you're welcome anytime buddy.