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WHOOAAAA! Time to join the living... if only for a moment.
And yet, I still have nothing of interest to speak of! Been hiding out for a couple months, not wanting to socialize. It would be nice to see some sun for more than a few hours each week. Maybe that would lift some of the winter depression. I can't get my health insurance back, so I can no longer afford medication. Actually been feeling pretty screwed up due to that particular circumstance. If I can keep busy, I tend to push through a little better. Some days are really tough, like yesterday, and some days are randomly much easier, like today. Drank too much around New Year's and I think that was perhaps a bad idea, being prone to depression and all. Felt really sad for a few days, to say the least.
Managed to post some Ebay today, so maybe that will give me a little cash flow. Haven't quite figured out how I'm going to make rent next month. And yet, I'm not fretting, as if it's not actually an issue. Indeed, I'm in denial. Or maybe I just don't give a fuck right now.
Woo-hoo!
And yet, I still have nothing of interest to speak of! Been hiding out for a couple months, not wanting to socialize. It would be nice to see some sun for more than a few hours each week. Maybe that would lift some of the winter depression. I can't get my health insurance back, so I can no longer afford medication. Actually been feeling pretty screwed up due to that particular circumstance. If I can keep busy, I tend to push through a little better. Some days are really tough, like yesterday, and some days are randomly much easier, like today. Drank too much around New Year's and I think that was perhaps a bad idea, being prone to depression and all. Felt really sad for a few days, to say the least.
Managed to post some Ebay today, so maybe that will give me a little cash flow. Haven't quite figured out how I'm going to make rent next month. And yet, I'm not fretting, as if it's not actually an issue. Indeed, I'm in denial. Or maybe I just don't give a fuck right now.
Woo-hoo!