WHAT A HORRIBLE DAY...
I went into town today and I'm getting fed up now of feeling angst and all dysphoric. All I see is two types of people from the outside is males and females. I know fully well where my preference lies and it makes me frustrated all the time. I see feminine appearing females and feel incredibly torn up inside. I go into a shop and am served by a cashier and I want that person to see me as female.
Every single second I was aware of feeling wrong. I checked in the mirrors a couple of times, and then I couldn't understand what was looking back at me. My body is beginning to really piss me off. I am finding it very difficult to feel comfortable these days outside. I sat in my car in the Multi story and wanted to cry. What a horrible day!
Every single second I was aware of feeling wrong. I checked in the mirrors a couple of times, and then I couldn't understand what was looking back at me. My body is beginning to really piss me off. I am finding it very difficult to feel comfortable these days outside. I sat in my car in the Multi story and wanted to cry. What a horrible day!