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[blablahh]

I just spent about an hour reading my old posts.

All the ones in college made me wince a little-Was I always in some incredibly exaggerated or dramatized mood? Incredibly euphoric, or nostalgic, or pessimistic? I can’t even really comment on those. San Diego is never static for me [though that may be a good thing for someone like me] so one week I

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[m_u_r_n]

the whole people getting sick thing scares me so much.
my grandma's health is declining and it is terrifying to me.
i sympathize.
i'm so sorry about your grandfather.
that breaks my heart.
i so wish you were here because i want to give you a huge hug!

[pacific00sun]

eee
love love love youuu. you know if you're ever going insane in sd, i live right behind you...

[pacific00sun]

you know how every time something bad/horrible/slightly heart breaking happens you revert back to the past and try to figure out where it all went wrong and for us (or maybe just for me) that means reading this fucking live journal again and again because it's like remembering what high school was like and how i complained about how depressed i was but really..i wasn't. now i know though. or like how glad i am you're at the same school as me and what am i gonna do if i transfer and you aren't around? because what do i do if you're not longer down the fucking street from me anymore but a 600mile drive...always. forever. omfg. im terribly upset at life. we have memories. let's keep making more please?

[blablahh]

yes, please. My apartment is always open for more fresh prince marathons and moping around at 2:30 in the morning ya know.

[blablahh]

wow. you and i are still the same, seeking comfort by pulling in every bit of nostalgia we can find, and a lot of that is definitely encased in this live journal. haha I'm so glad you didn't transfer. I hope that you are too, at least in the grand scheme of things. i can't believe we're seniors.