Rambling

[bl4ckxr0se]

I'm still dissapointed.

I hope the decisions i made and the things i did end up being
at least kind of good in the end. Something good's gotta come
from all this shit.. doesn't it..

Eh, i feel like people are falling apart every where and i can't
help but feel like i am too, because of free flow thoughts
that i can't exactly handle. I'm still open for helping though,
if you're actually willing to take my advise.

I've been thinking too much and i duno why i'm posting this
because i hate when people post their problems. But that's
mainly when they're complaining about other people. Makes
me feel like people are so immature they can't work things
out face-to-face with other people.

I can't help but feel a lot of shit going on is my fault
even though someone explained to me why it isn't and why
i shouldn't feel like that. But like i said, i can't
help it. I wish i could fix things for everyone and i can't
and i know that.

All right, well enough of that for now..

Someone kind of ''came back''.. made me realize some things
and think about some things i've known. Maybe it's all in
vain but at least i can try to do something about it all.

Ok.. i'm done..

-mi