all these mind games..."sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same"
wow.. its been a while since i've updated you all on my life... lol well lets just say its been real hectic! lol lots of drama of course. ( its me! ) unfortunately people are always tryin to rain on my parade whatever!! f them! lol... okay so i just finished my summer cosmo classes. THANK GOD! lol.. it was just a really longggg 3 weeks and im happy/sad thats its over.. now i can kinda calm down and actually enjoy my summer...well lets see.... lifes good, familys good..friends are good...my girlies just got bak from mexico which is amazing cause i missed them like crazy!! me and lea have started hangin out a lot lately.. which is good so watch out world we're back! lol gettin in trouble together.. lol love it! but whaever.. ummmm boyss.. and love life.. well its the same as always.. it has its ups and downs... im kinda sick of being played w/ and cheated on and treated like shit... i need a new boy that will treat me like a princess and b there for me .. and just be nice... but all the guys that i like or kno just seem to b playing mind games and messing w/ me... and i dont kno if i can take it much longer.. the last boyfriend i had. * MY PROM DATE * cheated on me w/ his ex-gf so that was nooo fun and a douchebag thing to do.. and the only guy that i like and want to b as a gf.. and i cant do that... its not fair. i had my chance and i blew it.. but we've been talkin a lot lately.. which makes me utterly happy...but whatever.... ummmmmmmm lets seeeeeeeee modeling is goin WONDERFUL!!! my last prep class is next wednesday.. so thats exciting.i went to summerfest last nite and saw all american rejects play that was a lot of fun... lol thenhung out w/ peter, maak, jason and the guys..at maaks house. i miss those boys ummm i dont kno what else to sayy lol.... lifes good... summers amazing...!!