ever have one of those LIFETIMES?
ya, so basically, to sum up my week.. shit, no wait, what is worse than shit? whatever that is, multipy that by 97623987794435 and that's what my week has been. let's just say i got a
`` friend `` and i came home today from skool @ 11:30 cuz i was literally a ball of mush. i couldn't move and i was really really dizzy. fun fun times!! and for the best part, i'm pretty much done with a friendship i've had for 9 years. 100% completely DONE, and i don't think i could be any happier about it. it's such a relief to have been able to talk to my dad about it and know that even tho it affects him [don't ask how, it's a long story ] he's still willing to listen and he understands everything i'm going through. i haven't cried to my dad about something in a long time. it felt good. -sigh- he doesn't seem to mad, and even if he is mad, it's not at me so that's a really good thing. well now that it's all over i honestly think to sum extent, my life will be better and easier. thank the good lord!
moving on, saturday night me, kerry, kristen and my parents are going out for my * BiRtHdAY * -waits for everyone to sing- well, my birthday isn't for another week, but hey.. it's never to early to start gettin presents, right? =Þ so anywho, we're goin to Spomonies for dinner then to United Skates for a while. they have lazer tag, a whole bunch of games, a dj playin music the whole time, and skatin till you die. i love that place, it's gonna be so much fun. i'm pretty sure that they're both sleepin over after too, so that's gonna be fun. maybe i can get them to be friends? -smacks myself- ya right, what a dumb idear! i'm leavin for florida in a week from tomorrow. i need this get away from this shithole SO bad it's not even funny.
well, to make a long story short.. this weekend needs to come SO bad. i need to get this shit done and over with and finally be able to forget about everything, and this weekend i know i'll be able to. kk, well i gtg eat now.. soo toodles~!
`* angela carter <33
40 days babey!! [technically only 39!!]
`` friend `` and i came home today from skool @ 11:30 cuz i was literally a ball of mush. i couldn't move and i was really really dizzy. fun fun times!! and for the best part, i'm pretty much done with a friendship i've had for 9 years. 100% completely DONE, and i don't think i could be any happier about it. it's such a relief to have been able to talk to my dad about it and know that even tho it affects him [don't ask how, it's a long story ] he's still willing to listen and he understands everything i'm going through. i haven't cried to my dad about something in a long time. it felt good. -sigh- he doesn't seem to mad, and even if he is mad, it's not at me so that's a really good thing. well now that it's all over i honestly think to sum extent, my life will be better and easier. thank the good lord!
moving on, saturday night me, kerry, kristen and my parents are going out for my * BiRtHdAY * -waits for everyone to sing- well, my birthday isn't for another week, but hey.. it's never to early to start gettin presents, right? =Þ so anywho, we're goin to Spomonies for dinner then to United Skates for a while. they have lazer tag, a whole bunch of games, a dj playin music the whole time, and skatin till you die. i love that place, it's gonna be so much fun. i'm pretty sure that they're both sleepin over after too, so that's gonna be fun. maybe i can get them to be friends? -smacks myself- ya right, what a dumb idear! i'm leavin for florida in a week from tomorrow. i need this get away from this shithole SO bad it's not even funny.
well, to make a long story short.. this weekend needs to come SO bad. i need to get this shit done and over with and finally be able to forget about everything, and this weekend i know i'll be able to. kk, well i gtg eat now.. soo toodles~!
`* angela carter <33
40 days babey!! [technically only 39!!]