lose yourself!&^@
so a long weekend, thinkin sumfin good might actually happen.. umm NOT! saturday night was kinda borin. we got pizzer and watched tv. we both fell asleep @10:30.. ya ya, losers i know~! i dunno when she woke up sunday, but i got up around 9:30 cuz i couldn't sleep. me and keke went to the gym @ 12 till about 1, then we went to d'angelo for lunch and went to where Tom Brady lives. sounds like fun don't ya think? umm.. no. after we got home i took a nice shower and me and cammie went to go see `` 8 Mile ``
* dies * lordy, i love eminem~! he's an amazing actor.. he really is. and of course, i had to see certain people there [ tall paul and his `` girlfriend `` ] seriously, they so aren't a couple. they need lessons on how to, first of all, TALK TO EACH OTHER! heysus, they barely even looked at each other. moving on.. after the movie we went to Friendly's for dinner. i was gonna sleepover after, but i got a wicked bad headache - no surprise there. today i did all my shitloads of homework and did 2 of my college applications. i only did my 2 CalState ones cuz those deadlines are november 30 so i got those over with. those were the only 2 that didn't want an essay, all my others do so i'm gonna mail them all. besides, all the other deadlines are in like, march or may. i have time..
today was just a BAD day in general. i'm totally in denial about the time going by. today couldn't have possibly gone by any slower, and to make it worse, aaron was away. everyone went out today with their lovers, or wannabe lovers [keke] it fcukin sucks. incase you haven't seen my recent away message it's--
don't brag when you see your boyfriend..
- you're not cool
don't complain when you don't see him..
- you get no pity from me
don't cry to me about how you miss kissing him..
- i don't give a shit
try being me for a day.. fudge off you losers
isn't that wonderful? i know you love it.. just as much as i love people who can go out with their boyfriends, and when they don't see them for a day.. they complain, and of all people to do it to, they choose me. how fcukin idiotic can you be~!@(*& ahhh!!! -cries-
i was talkin to keke on the phone and she got a beep around 5:30 and she came bak and was like `` i have to go.. your boyfriend wants to speak with you for 5 minutes, call me bak when you're done. `` ok, i know i just went through a whole bitching period 2 seconds ago about missing him, but really.. i get SO mad when i'm talkin to her and he calls her to tell her to get off the phone. i have a life, i have friends that i wanna talk to. and on top of all that if you only wanna takl for 5 whole minutes, it must not be that important enough to inturrupt a real convo with me and my friend. don't get me wrong, i L-O-V-E talkin to him, but you just don't call to tell us to get off the phone.. you just don't k well, i'm gonna get goin.. fear factor is on tonight, maybe i'll calm down a lil bit, prolly not tho =\
`* angela carter <33
12 days - florida
43 days - xmas break <3
* dies * lordy, i love eminem~! he's an amazing actor.. he really is. and of course, i had to see certain people there [ tall paul and his `` girlfriend `` ] seriously, they so aren't a couple. they need lessons on how to, first of all, TALK TO EACH OTHER! heysus, they barely even looked at each other. moving on.. after the movie we went to Friendly's for dinner. i was gonna sleepover after, but i got a wicked bad headache - no surprise there. today i did all my shitloads of homework and did 2 of my college applications. i only did my 2 CalState ones cuz those deadlines are november 30 so i got those over with. those were the only 2 that didn't want an essay, all my others do so i'm gonna mail them all. besides, all the other deadlines are in like, march or may. i have time..
today was just a BAD day in general. i'm totally in denial about the time going by. today couldn't have possibly gone by any slower, and to make it worse, aaron was away. everyone went out today with their lovers, or wannabe lovers [keke] it fcukin sucks. incase you haven't seen my recent away message it's--
don't brag when you see your boyfriend..
- you're not cool
don't complain when you don't see him..
- you get no pity from me
don't cry to me about how you miss kissing him..
- i don't give a shit
try being me for a day.. fudge off you losers
isn't that wonderful? i know you love it.. just as much as i love people who can go out with their boyfriends, and when they don't see them for a day.. they complain, and of all people to do it to, they choose me. how fcukin idiotic can you be~!@(*& ahhh!!! -cries-
i was talkin to keke on the phone and she got a beep around 5:30 and she came bak and was like `` i have to go.. your boyfriend wants to speak with you for 5 minutes, call me bak when you're done. `` ok, i know i just went through a whole bitching period 2 seconds ago about missing him, but really.. i get SO mad when i'm talkin to her and he calls her to tell her to get off the phone. i have a life, i have friends that i wanna talk to. and on top of all that if you only wanna takl for 5 whole minutes, it must not be that important enough to inturrupt a real convo with me and my friend. don't get me wrong, i L-O-V-E talkin to him, but you just don't call to tell us to get off the phone.. you just don't k well, i'm gonna get goin.. fear factor is on tonight, maybe i'll calm down a lil bit, prolly not tho =\
`* angela carter <33
12 days - florida
43 days - xmas break <3