give me the strenght for one last ride
Yup, its been a while, time to write in this thing since i have some time now. School's been keepin my kinda busy, even though i'm only taking 12 credits, with all the papers and group projects plus the drive time (i hate driving to oakland) it kinda feels like i'm taking more than 12 credits. I've gotten a lot of stuff done which i've got pretty good grades on so it ALMOST feels worthwhile. I say this because a lot of the time, i'll just be sitting in class and i just find myself thinking to myself man this is a huge waste of time. A lot of times i feel like i'm learning nothing that will help me in the field i'm going to school for. An examply is i'm taking an interviewing in the workplace class. I thought this class would teach u how to interview people and how to be a good interviwee. Wow I was wrong about that. We're learning how to counsel people. The 1st thing they teach u in HR is that we are not counslers wo do not have to deal with peoples personal problems, and that is exactly what i'm learning how to do now. My ethics class class is different i actually enjoy going and i've learned a lot. But I still feel like alot of this is a waste and i really hope i know what i'm doing by the time i have to do my intership lol. Or maybe i'll learn on the job that would work to. As u go though college they say ur supposed to find out what u wanna do and what ur gonna be, a part of me still feels like looking for somthing, who knows what that is. My family and I joined a new church, last sunday was the sunday when they offically welcome u into the church. One of the pastors is alittle bit older and is german so its really cool listening to him. He gave a really good sermon about how we as humans always worry about small things and then try to figure out like when the end of the world is coming. He said only one knows the answer to that and we should put our energy to other uses. He said a pretty cool quote from Martin Luther, he said, If the end of the world comes tommorrow, i'll still plant my apple tree today. We just gotta keep doing what we gotta do and let God take care of all the things that have us worried or preoccupied. Last weekend was kinda boring but in a good way. I just kinda relaxed and unwound. Firday didnt do anything except watched the Warriors and talked to rachel on the phone. Rachel is the new friend of the group, she's really... unique.. i guess is the right word lol, bernie and tosto will understand this. Saturday had to work and went and saw The Legend of Zorro with aaron and tiff. Pretty good movie almost as good as the 1st. This weekend i'm looking forward to doing more and hanging out with more people. Well thats about all i got so my friends, untill next time