Jul 16, 2005 02:10
Wow its like 2:00 and i'm in fact not really tired. It's been kinda a wierd week, not the bad wierd but not really the good wierd either, kinda nuetral i guess. First off bernie jay jeannie aaron and tiffany went to the movies tonght. We went to see wedding crashers but got there kinda late and we had to sit in the 1s row, which of course got the queen of the fucking universe (Tiffany) bitching so the Fab 4 as i call em went to go see the fantastic 4 so bernie and myself stayed and watched a really awesome movie, but on a side note, i fucking hate tiffany. So back to my wierd week, i went out to dinner with a really old friend, prolly the 2nd oldest friend (known each other since preschool) i have. It was good seing her and just catching up on things. I've also been talking to someone, mostly online i guess u could call her an old highschool acquiantince. I'm kinda curiose as to her intentions though. She says one thing, i read somthing different about her, and i know she's prolly making herself seem more than what she is when we talk. But i can play that game better than alot of people so i'll prolly keep playin it for a while and see where it goes. I've also been thinking about what i want outa life and if i'm getting enough of what i want now. Sure i'm finaly set school/career wise and it feels awseome to know exactly what i'm doing in that aspect but there's alot more to life than just that. Most of the time i think i just dont care about that other stuff, i think i have everything i need, which i do, i have the best friends any 1 could want(i hope they think the same of me) Thats how i try to live, so when people think back and remember me there's just somthing in there head that goes yeah mike there was just somthing good and special about him, and he did make a difference or impact on me some how. But then i think why me, there are other people out there who are far better than me. Most of my friends i have i can honestly say are the greatest human beings on earth. Thats why whenever we go out there are random people that come up to us and start talking to us, and just enjoy being around us. Maybe there is this like aura or somthing that we have that just draws people to us, i dunno. Maybe thats the one other thing i need outa this life, to make a difference, to make someones life better somehow. I think i'm just rambling now, must be the Coney talking, so my friends, untill next time