What to do what to do when the world can't stay true ( Read more... )

What if your whole world was crashing down in your face? In a world where you're alone and unwanted with nobody to rely on, where are you suppose to go? Where your sources of happiness have altered and you don't know what to do. Life before it has abandoned you and a new meaning of pain has been defined. Your memories have recollected itself ( Read more... )

(Before I begin, I would like to give a HUGE apology for delivering this so late and for not releasing "Epitaph 411". It was a recovering year for me, that is all you need to know. And now I present "Epitaph 412 ( Read more... )

Oasis City is a place where your greatest highs and lows can become a reality. A place where everything felt like a dream. Where the nightlife can immediately transform everyone around you, where everything is limitless. Also known as "Sin City", but I call it an Oasis by how everything dramatically changes within an hour. It's the place you ( Read more... )

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During my last escape, I went to a place where it isn't easy to find me. It is a place where I'm surrounded by plants and 3 pets, a secluded paradise. During my stay I noticed a different kind of science to sleeping. It's quiet... too quiet. I could hear the birds chirping around the house, not a car in sight, nor is there anything else ( Read more... )

MUSIC = This has one of the most accomplishing years in music since 2005, hands down! Most of my favorite artists released new material. You got the Gorillaz bringing out their new album "Plastic Beach" which didn't hit the charts the way "Demon Days" did but it's still a fantastic listen. I was fortunate to see them twice this year, I don't see it ( Read more... )

What is it like to temporarily stop time? To have nobody in your world momentarily, to have your ears blocked so you don't have to hear anything. To lose the ability to speak so you cannot respond to anybody. To hear absolute silence, wouldn't that be the life? Take it from me, I've been there and I love it. And I'm going back either you like it or ( Read more... )

Remember when I said last year that I wanted to rediscover myself? Well I did, and I'm not proud of it (or should I be?). Last year I rediscovered how pain feels like and how bad it feels to be miserable. I have lost but learned so much that my biggest fear now is to relive it again.

Music: This has been the worst year in music, hands down. And it ( Read more... )

There's no doubt about it that I have had a stressful year so far, and it's not even over yet. And the next few month is not something to look forward to either. I told myself that this year would be about rediscovery, and so far it has been a year to rediscover anguish and learning how to pull through with it. With the world pushing me by it's ( Read more... )